14:05 - 30.12.03
oh yes.. i added some new photos of my company's perjumpaan. the one that i couldnt attend cos of food poisoning. i spent a few days planning the whole thing and on that very morning, i fell sick. how great.
why is it that we always emphasise on certain days to make good? like raya, christmas, thanksgiving.. why cant we take it that everyday is meant for making good, forgiving, happy days.. do we need a special day to tell us that maybe we should stop and look at the finer things in life? i dont think so. on the contrary, days like these make me feel angry and tired out more easily than other days. cos, my mom would be making lotsa noise about cleaning up, my dad complaining about my not so useful brother.. whatever. at the end of the day, i will still be fuming mad at how my dad and bro will never make it to a good arrangement of a father and son relationship. and i will wonder why my mom is always keeping quiet about some things that made her possible to be taken advantage of. conclusion: i like other days better. i love rainy days after the hot sun beats down. i love the breeze before the rain pours. i love the way people love each other in good and bad times each day. i love reading stories of triumph of every weakness. on these days, i dont have to think twice about putting on a smile or a frown when i want to. i dont have to pretend that i am enjoying your company when obviously i wish you were far away in neverland. i truly enjoy listening to others cos everyone has a story to share. i just love it when i look into your eyes and i know that you really want me to listen. and i have a soft spot for current affairs. talking about politics and our society. how we can help to improve the quality of the Malays and how fast we can achieve it. i dont think these topics are dry, oh no, not at all. to me, it's just like talking about that cute lil top from Mango that is on sale now. yeah, the post christmas sale is so tempting. and the worst part of it all, i cant spend my money on these cos it wouldnt be fair to my future plans. i shall have to wait till my next pay comes so that i would have extra $$ to indulge myself into the life's little pleasure. like that weekend holiday we are waiting for. :)
my favourite day? the days when im with you. even when we are not at peace with each other.
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