14:05 - 04.03.05
i just had my review 2 days ago.. i think it was more of a deciding session for me to see if i should still go on working here. it turned out alright for me. actually, very good ah.. just being humble but a lot of things changed after the review session. nope, i didn't ask for a raise cos i was stupid not sure of how to steer the review session. with the situation coming to light, i was very wary about saying much around here. you can never trust your colleagues with blond, i meant BLIND faith. am not sorry that she's leaving but i do apologise for feeling this way. quoted from someone's words, "today, it happened to her. you'll never know when it can happen to you.." ooohhh...*shudders* that sounded so cold man... i feel like am losing a part of the plot here cos things doesn't seem normal anymore. wonder what it is eh? maybe am reading too much into things.
"sometimes, the hardest case to crack is the one with the easiest and obvious answer"
but i sincerely hope she'll find what she wants to do once she's outta here. not everybody can make such a decision in split second lor... i think it's a rash decision, powered by her emotions. please hor, there's so many things that you've not gone thru like i did okayyy. err.. wait, why am i saying all this now? forget it. she's going off already. whatever that you did for the company, am sure it will be remembered. you "take care".