18:59 - 11.04.05
am sure all woman think about losing weight at one point in their lives. I AM SURE. i mean, who doesn't? i do! especially on days when i feel like everything is bloated. so, i thought it was rather a lop-sided observation when i went to esplanade to watch a short play done by some ladies. ok, i wasn't affected (ok, i am lying) but i felt that the piece was all "on-the-surface" kind.. i like to think that i am hot, young and sexy of an average size, with the exception of my butt, but it doesn't mean that i look down on fat people. heyyyy... my boy is big healthy. i just think that you can justify all you want for being the way you are but but there's no justification for putting yourself at risk. problems that come with being over the BMI scale. so, you keep yourself at a suitable weight to keep yourself healthy and ALIVE. that's what i am doing now. keep myself fit at the gym and looking at the cute instructors sweat it out.
we went to east coast beach thinking it might do us some good. you know, those fresh air, clean water things.. what were we thinking right?? we found out that apart from the eroding soil until you can see the underlying BIG pipes, you also had to combat against the kamikaze flying bugs at the coastal lines. it was kinda hilarous seeing humans avoiding the bugs while they stroll, walk, run etc.. we decided it was time to move out from the targetted areas and went back to safe grounds aka mcdonalds. then, i discovered that dogs nowadays are placed in the same pedestals or in this case, chairs as us, humans. you are seating and having your dinner and there you have SITTING beside you ON THE CHAIR, a ugly dog. ironic. i would never allow my cats to do that. one, they are irritating and two, simply cos they are animals, not humans. anyway, after about 2 hours of talking nonsense cathing up, coupled with sweet smelling tea and a truly sick looking partner, we left.
my mum must have been quite shocked at me being home so early. well, just decided it was tactic so that i can go out again the next day that i wanted to stay home and be a good girl. i didn't know how egoistic a man can be about asking for directions until yesterday. took a bus, supposed to drop at telok blangah and ended up in boon lay. enuff said.