10:29 - 16.05.05
it really has been a long time. in many many many ways and applicable to many many many things in my life right now. things arent looking so great in the job front since i found out about many many many things. with regards to the future of this heritage place. word is out and people are talking. the only people who seem oblivious to things are those working for the project themselves. long story and i think it's time. :) they hired a new staff on board who happened to be a TP student... as well. so, all the officers including me in my company graduated from TP. it's either TP produced such good workers or we're just suckers and willing to accept such low paying and full of crap challenging jobs. all i can say is, good luck to the new staff.
i've been thinking about where to go for my holidays this year. i would loveeee to go on a holiday with my boy but i think it's gonna be tough this time with his new job and all. dammit i think i shall go with her this year. it'll b so fun, i bet. was thinkin of catching a plane away from it all. and since i've already planned to take 2 weeks off from work i've already worked really hard, i thought of going somewhere far... and think about my future. hehehehe... i think it works that way. don't think my parents will allow me to go to phuket though...
i've been feeling kinda listless and tired for the past week, just hope that i won't fall sick. and i feel so bad for showing it to my boy every time we go out. last 2 nights have been really challenging for me cos i was actually kinda worn out. but to avoid having him getting upset with me for the sake of love, i forgot about my pain and dated him. it was nice to know that at the end of the day (in the future.. next year!) i will be able to go home and boss have him around me. the realisation never came too late.. :)
today's ST's front cover is on TAF programme and how some girls are aneroxic these days cos they are on TAF programme.. so ironic. it's more ironic for me that ST ran this story on their cover. shouldn't they be running more important stories like the war or some events that PM launched terrorism etc? this reminds me of the state of our malay papers, **. (cannot say the name, later get sued. worse still i don't have any disclaimers) i don't bother to read any of the news there unless there's something about the centre or a familiar face. just like the news on tv, s***a, the paper has become a translation device. with some very bad bad translation.. they sometimes don't even bother to translate properly these days. like "mayor" has become "mayor" (ma-i-or) instead of datuk bandar. and just last week, i saw a HUGE article on a certain s***a artiste getting married and how she met the guy she's getting married to. like what the hell? it's BERITA, not GOSSIP, not TABLOID. the editors have their own definition of news, i suppose. how smart. it's no wonder that the furthest these people can ever go is to.. toa payoh? sheesh.
it's a brand new week with a brand new resolution to get by this week. i better get my ass cracking before the day ends.