14:26 - 31.05.05
after last night, i decided that malays just cannot move on to greater things if people like me keep thinking about such negative things. today's event went ok but i fumbled a bit and i think i could have done better. all were saying that the event went nicely. but honestly, only people who have been to launches and done events before could detect the problems and hiccups. how could i say, "invite guests to the SLIGHT refreshment?" shits. my mind was working extra hard at putting the words, SOME and LIGHT refreshment together. so, it became SLIGHT. and of all the things that went well just now, people will remember me fumbling on the words the most. i could have knocked myself down with a big red bus when i heard myself.
but i was happy to hear "you did a good job hosting" from an important person. i could have also knocked myself down with a slightly smaller bus when i heard it from him. NEVER sia.. thgis is prolly the first time i ever heard him telling me that i did a good job. so sweet of him.
it's confirmed. i funkin' hate the govt agencies. by the time i get your approval, my event would be finished. siao.