14:26 - 09.06.05
yes! yes! yes! i applied for my leave! the feeling is similar to the time when i bought the air tickets to perth. it's so liberating. it's gonna be loads of fun except that i can't have the wonderful company of my boy. i hope he gets the license.. oh god, please! i need someone to drive me around!
i think it's the same all around. people bitch about work. they bitch about almost everything. but you draw the line between knowing your responsibilities and bitching. and you're and adult lah ok.. grow up and learn to take some responsibility. such a dumb ass.
i went into deep sleep last night cos i was so shagged. dreamt about my boy. we went for a holiday and discovered just how small the room was. but i remember feeling so delighted about having to spend that wonderful time with him. i think am just missing him lots. watching monsters in law yesterday made me realise that all parents will always think that the partner of their child is never good enough. i just wonder if his mom ever thought of me that way. in any case, i just want him to be happy. just want US to be happy.. we'll make each other happy.