18:46 - 16.08.05
am off to the bridal shop now. so kahwin-kahwin nowadays. i know what i want for myself in terms of clothes, make-up and stuff. the excitement is here again.. planning and looking. without having anyone to argue with. :) it's a change, really. i've decided to let my 'rents decide on a lot of things. that made me realise how happy they simply can be.. to-be parents of the bride.
this means that i badly need THAT dinner for our friends. at one point i thought we could always do it after the wedding. but i remember how important the dinner is to me. my last day with my closest frens as a newly wed. it might not be important to others.. or others might see it as totally unnecessary. being someone who's much closer to other people (aka friends) than my own family, i suppose having this dinner kinda make me feel safe and errmm.. assured. so to him, am sorry. i simply need this dinner to happen.
ok, he's here. gtg now!