12:32 - 06.10.05
it's hard being a woman sometimes and that's something that man will never be able to understand. there are just some things that no matter how close you are, he will never ever experience it. take child-birth for example. i've not gone through it, i know... but for some reason, i suddenly feel like i want a baby. quickly. i don't know why. maybe it's hormones. maybe it's the instinct. whatever it is, it's giving me the creeps. perhaps, it's realising that i will be missing my cats (especially spot) once am married. oh for goodness sake, it's 8 months away! oh... it's 8 months already? less than a year! i realised that this will be my last year as a single during hari raya. next year, i'll have to prepare sahur, buka and whatnots to my family. am growing up so fast! this is totally creepy.
on a happy and loving note, i actually found reading janices', Single Picky Girl, quite entertaining. i've never had to deal with her kind of problems but her words were well chosen that i actually agreed with her most of the time! she writes it with much conviction that for a moment, i could actually imagine myself being single and having a hard time getting that one guy to sweep off my feet. the only complain that i have is that most of what she wrote are actually a collection of her articles. it's not so much writing new stuff. and for that, i shall not be buying her book but will be at times/mph book surfing instead.
and this good stuff from When Harry Met Sally. "...I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. And it's not because I'm lonely, and it's not because it's New Years Eve. I came here tonight because when you realise you want to spend the rest of your life with somebody, you want the rest of the life to start as soon as possible...." awww.. i got that from janice's book too... :)