12:34 - 15.10.05
today seems to be particularly difficult for me. something seems to be missing. oh... it's you.
i think about quitting every single day when i step on that bridge to work. it sucks and i always, without fail, wish for some miracle to happen. nope, didn't happen today. didn't happen any other days. hope, yes. wishes coming true, no. so today has been a tough day so far. draggin myself to work... on a saturday. not forgetting tomorrow and the rest of the weeks till november comes.
went to watch goal with the boy last night. hmm... nothing much to comment on but i felt bad for being half asleep in the movie while the boy enjoyed it. bah... i hope the second one will have some realistic notion to it. this one's just too good to be true. boy has a dream. boy meets agent. boy plays plays for NU. boy has asthma but still made it. boy made it to the A team in months. boy scores for NU. NU wins against Liverpool. just too good to be true.