17:38 - 17.10.05
have u ever been mentioned before? ever imagined someone mentioning your name in an award show? someone telling you how much they appreciate your assistance/encouragment/support? your name printed on some books before the author starts writing? your face planted on some wall cos of something nice you did?
ever had your name mentioned in a CD album before?
my name did. you know what's the nicest thing about it? not knowing about it at all until you read the credits yourself. i didn't know that my presence meant so much to you. my sebok-ness and me bothering you guys all the time actually meant something. am touched. truly am.
well... that's life i suppose. you'll never know what your actions might do to others. and so i ended yesterday's really sad day on a good note when i made that little discovery. :) but that aside, i had quite an awful time yesterday... alone. you'll never know what it feels like to be at home, yet, never quite at home. to make matters worse, yesterday was my mum's bday. *sigh* enough. enough of this sappy stuff. am off to grab my food and join the rest of the muslims at the dinner table.