10:02 - 28.10.05
am a happy bird... just got out of my cell. :)
and so some of you might have heard that today is my last day in this office, officially. i've yet to tell mr z face to face about it. this moment that i've been waiting for the longest time has finally come. stangely, am actually feeling quite sappy about it. after all, this is my passion and my heart went to the work i put in this place. it's been a good 2 years for me... good as in "i've learned a lot of things" shit. well, at least that's what i tell them. i wish i could stay here and have a better time ahead. but looking at my colleagues right now from a 3rd eye gave me a new perspective of sort. it's really shitty to be working here where no strategies or proper directions are given. you have some people who prefer to steal the limelight from others by doing others' work. it's stupid and that's certainly not using your workers' potential to the max. in return, your workers are frustrated cos it's as if their judgement is not important. i really hope that this place will strive to be better in a few years time cos i'd be damned sad if all the hard ass shit i went through here goes down the dirty filthy drain full of maggots of the society. unfortunately, i can imagine that happening already. can't go into details...
for all those vultures out there, you know that things will catch up with you soon. i hope that one day, you will be at your death bed, regretting all the harmful and hurtful things you did to me. i know who you are.
for all those of you who've been supportive all the way, i thank you. my parents (they won't be reading this. haha.), aeros, fiqah and of course, the boy.
update:
i got the fire-fighter job. guess what? am going for it. :))))))