17:38 - 29.11.05
we finally did it. after looking at about 4 places, we finally made up our minds and placed the deposit for our bed. the best part? the purchase wasn't even planned. we saw it and he fell in love with it. i kept lookin at the pic when we got home and simply can't wait for it to arrive... like, in june. that said, we still have a no. of things to settle before i get back to work. yes, yes... i've been bumming around and it's not exactly the hardest thing to do in the world. but you know, my parents will probably be thankful of my presence when am not around that much next year.
managed to catch a show at esplanade last weekend. not bad, entertaining but unfortunately not quite there yet. it's also unfortunate that i had to listen to more sob stories about the office.. oopss.. ex-office. i mean, i totally love(d) that place and even if am not there in the action middle of it all, i still wish the best for that damn place. wishful thinking. well, things aren't changing. i suspect that it won't change for a while. but if anyone out there who would like to take up the challenge, please do email your resume to my ex-office. but only (caution), if you're ready to face all the nasty, gruesome and irritating malays with their typical "all-i-do-is-complain" shit. gawdd... do i sound bitter or what? i shouldn't sound like this since am outta there. did a fast escape, took the exit asap. that's what you guys should do to. get outta there when you've realised that it no longer inspire you.
hah.. i guess i was never really on that side of the fence and you know what? none of you would be able to understand me too cos no one's been on my side. this anguish at this age... too strange and foreign for anyone of you. trust me on that. i don't judge you for all that you're going through. so perhaps, this was all a big misunderstanding... no??